Soooo true- it’s like an eco system. It’s a cycle. The energy you put out ALWAYS comes back around.

Where was this?

Bless you, I too was abused by my partner (s)- in two relationships back to back first one 3 years, second one, one year. I lost my son the first time for four months because he kept coming back and breaking in the second floor kitchen window even with a restraining order and they said “If you cannot protect yourself how can you protect your 3 year old?” (got him back in record time compared to other mothers in that county). And the second relationship I was 21 and he was 33 and I ended up escaping the warehouse he was keeping me in while he slept. So I totally get you… QUESTION THOUGH: I’m sooooo scared to try shrooms or auyuasca (sp?) or dmt. I’m scared to have a “bad trip” I heard you cannot choose between the trip you have. How do you prepare for /or/ try and get yourself in the right mindset to have a positive experience?