I think she has a lot of trauma that she trying to make sense of. I can’t imagine living that kind of life and to finally notice wait they were “laughing at me not with” kinda thing. It’s sad

Agreed, seem like she has had a hard time in her life trying to fit in and look for attention in the wrongs places. I think that probably led her to being taken advantage of when she thought she was actually being accepted into to the “Hollywood world”